Amaran, entri kali ini memang panjang.. Copy paste dari muharikah.com dan APG
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Dulu masa kita kecik-kecik, ibu ayah itulah dunia kita. Kita merasa ibu ayah itulah ‘tempat’ yang paling selamat untuk kita, tidak kiralah apa jua bentuk ancaman di luar sana. Walau takut gerun ngeri macam mana sekalipun, bila ibu ayah ada di sisi…
Rasa tak takut dah.
Rasa selamat dah.
Berani dah.
Hebat dah.
Confident dah.
Come what may! Datanglah apapun! Begitu lagaknya. Ibu ayahlah SuperHero Penyelamat Dunia kita.
ini dari muharikah.com
Dulu masa kita kecik-kecik, ibu ayah itulah dunia kita. Kita merasa ibu ayah itulah ‘tempat’ yang paling selamat untuk kita, tidak kiralah apa jua bentuk ancaman di luar sana. Walau takut gerun ngeri macam mana sekalipun, bila ibu ayah ada di sisi…
Rasa tak takut dah.
Rasa selamat dah.
Berani dah.
Hebat dah.
Confident dah.
Come what may! Datanglah apapun! Begitu lagaknya. Ibu ayahlah SuperHero Penyelamat Dunia kita.
Tak tahu apa-apa, semua tanya ayah. Nak cakap apa-apa, semua cakap kat mak. Apa jenis soalan pun, semua kepada keduanyalah tempat kita melonggokkan kemusykilan, dengan perasaan yakin & keteguhan iman bahawa ibu ayah mesti tahu. Mereka mesti boleh jawab. Apa masalah pun confirm akan selesai. Dan mereka memang tidak pernah jemu menjawab dan menyelesaikan, walau merepek macam mana pun soalan kita dan macam mana rumit pun masalah dunia kita. Saya masih ingat suatu malam sewaktu dalam kereta ketika dalam perjalanan balik kampung, sambil memandang bulan di langit… saya bertanya,
“Ayah, kenapa bulan tu ikut kita? Pegi mana sume dia ikut!”
Physical support, emotional support, financial support…… semua pergantungan dan kepercayaan, 200% kita letakkan sepenuhnya kepada mereka. Fikiran gembira & cetek seorang kanak-kanak.
Menjejak alam dewasa, kita mula menyedari, ibu ayah tidak tahu segala perkara dalam dunia, ibu ayah juga punya perasaan risau & takut seperti kita, ibu ayah juga bukan manusia sakti yang boleh menumbuhkan duit dari pokok-pokok dan sentiasa kaya.
Lantas kita mula memahami erti pengorbanan. Mereka telah banyak berusaha, telah banyak menderita, telah banyak berhempas-pulas, demi untuk membahagiakan kita, sentiasa tersenyum untuk kita yang ketakutan, sentiasa tenang untuk kita yang kebimbangan, sentiasa berjimat untuk kita yang selalu meminta, selalu berpenat-lelah untuk kita yang banyak kerenah.
Semakin jauh kita melangkah, semakin dewasa umur kita, perlahan-lahan keadaan berubah. Pergantungan kita juga sudah beralih arah. Kita tidak lagi bergantung segala-galanya kepada ibu ayah. Kita sudah pandai berdikari. Kita sudah mula berdiri sendiri. Kita sudah ada kawan-kawan untuk emotional support. Kita sudah ada biasiswa atau gaji untuk financial support. Ada masalah apa-apa kita cuba handle sendiri. Lantas ada di antara kita mula merasa ’serba cukup’.
Ibu bapa pula kelihatan seolah-olah semakin hilang kewibawaannya. Mereka banyak tidak tahu perkara terbaru yang kita sudah tahu. Mereka mula banyak masalah dengan kesihatan. Mereka kadangkala bimbang dan tidak tenang. Sebahagian kita, duit pun lebih banyak dari mereka. Sungguhpun begitu, hakikatnya, kita orang muda ini hanya selalu berlagak pandai.
Kita masih tetap memerlukan mereka, nasihat dan bimbingan, kerana mereka memiliki hikmah, pengalaman, ilmu, mereka lebih dulu ‘makan garam’.
Namun, tidak dinafikan, perlahan-lahan roda dunia kita mula berpusing. Kita menjadi tempat mereka meluahkan rasa dan kebimbangan. Tempat mereka bersembang waktu kesepian. Tempat mereka berharap. Tempat mereka menuntut belaian & kasih-sayang. Adakalanya mereka bertanyakan kepada kita tentang pendapat dan pandangan, tidak kurang juga dari segi kewangan.
Dengan rasa rendah diri dan setinggi-tinggi hormat, kita mula memberi. Dengan tekad akan terus memberi hingga ke akhir hayat. Memberi segala-galanya, kalau boleh, biarlah SEBELUM mereka meminta. Kerana mereka mungkin tak akan minta. Kita patut malu jika mereka sampai perlu meminta dari kita. Itu tandanya kita sebagai anak telah lalai. Walau kita mengorbankan nyawa pun untuk memberi, jasa mereka berdua masih belum berbalas.
Tapi, macam mana pula dengan diri kita? Kadang-kadang kita rasa lost. Rasa seolah sudah tidak ada lagi tempat bergantung sepenuhnya macam dulu yang kita ada masa kecil. Dah tak ada SuperHero Penyelamat Dunia kita lagi. Banyaknya masalah tidak selesai. Banyak soalan tidak ada jawapan. Banyak benda yang mesti fikir sendiri, tanggung sendiri. Lagipun memang masalah sendiri, sendiri yang cari.
Kerana itulah…
Sewajarnya, pertambahan usia mesti setanding & sejajar dengan pertambahan iman. This should be our wish & our Doa on every birthday. Di usia ini, kita patut sudah mengerti, bahawa Tempat Bergantung sepenuhnya bagi diri kita, di sepanjang hayat kita, adalah Allah Subhanahu Wa Taala.
“Allah tempat pergantungan segala sesuatu.” (Surah al-ikhlas : ayat 2)
Kerana Allah sajalah yang terpaling sayang kita, Allah yang paling kuat, Allah yang paling terer, yang paling tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita, boleh menjawab semua soalan kita, boleh menyelesaikan semua masalah dunia kita, menolong kita dalam semua situasi dan sangat-sangat faham semua pergolakan jiwa dan perasaan kita.
Allah Yang Maha Kaya, Maha Bijaksana lagi Maha Perkasa itu… Dia juga Maha Penyayang, Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengabulkan Permintaan. So turn to NO other but Allah alone.
InshaAllah kita tidak akan rasa ‘lost’ lagi. Perasaan selamat, berani, hebat dan yakin yang pernah kita rasai semasa kanak-kanak itu akan kembali. Kita masih ada ‘Penyelamat Dunia’.
Come what may! Allah is with me. HE is my Availer, my Protector and the best of aid.
“Allah is sufficient for us! Most Excellent is HE in Whom we trust!” (Surah Ali Imran : ayat 173)
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I am extremely close to Puan Mama. In fact, I'm so close to her that I couldn't care less if people label me as 'Mommy's son' or 'Duduk bawah ketiak mak.' Seriously.
Being the so-called dai'e, sometimes we tend to forget that our family is our mad'u as well. We give our best to people out there and when we go back home, *pooofff* all those DF skills, qudwah, akhlak Islamiyyah yada yada yada disappear into the thin air. Just like that.
We don't treat our family, our parents for that matter, the same as how we treat other people. We really can be patient and able to control our anger with our hadek-hadek, but why is it so easy to lose our temper with our parents..? We serve our mad'u, or our comrades in dakwah as if they are some sort of VVIPs, but give this cold-treatment to our parents. As if we have these two characteristics. We are Batman out there, but a Joker inside our very own home. Why the discrimination? Why the hypocrisy? Astaghfirullahal adzim..
Tears, tears and tears.
One thing that never fails to give me a smack right on my face is whenever people tell me that I'm a different person when I'm doing dakwah and when I'm at home. That should not be the case. We should be a dai'e every single second in our life. Is it not the case that we are in constant loss, unless for those who believe, do good works and spread the truth to others every single second?
Our parents or family don't deserve second class treatment. After all, we are who we are today because of them. And there must be a reason why we were born in our family, not in Pak Cik Karim Fahim Termizi's or Mak Cik Salmah Selamat's. It's time for us to appreciate this fact. And it's time for us to be a true dai'e in its true meaning - anytime, anywhere.
I have been trying to be a dai'e every single second and wherever I go. I'm still trying and it has not been easy. That I can assure you. But I will not stop trying because giving-up is just exactly what Syaitan is expecting from us. Giving-up is probably the worst enemy for a dai'e.
Life is a struggle. But what is life without struggle? Keep trying and never give up. Once you fall, get up and be proud that you have fallen before. At least you know you've been down there and capable of getting up again. Smiles.
You bet it has never been easy!
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“Ayah, kenapa bulan tu ikut kita? Pegi mana sume dia ikut!”
Physical support, emotional support, financial support…… semua pergantungan dan kepercayaan, 200% kita letakkan sepenuhnya kepada mereka. Fikiran gembira & cetek seorang kanak-kanak.
Menjejak alam dewasa, kita mula menyedari, ibu ayah tidak tahu segala perkara dalam dunia, ibu ayah juga punya perasaan risau & takut seperti kita, ibu ayah juga bukan manusia sakti yang boleh menumbuhkan duit dari pokok-pokok dan sentiasa kaya.
Lantas kita mula memahami erti pengorbanan. Mereka telah banyak berusaha, telah banyak menderita, telah banyak berhempas-pulas, demi untuk membahagiakan kita, sentiasa tersenyum untuk kita yang ketakutan, sentiasa tenang untuk kita yang kebimbangan, sentiasa berjimat untuk kita yang selalu meminta, selalu berpenat-lelah untuk kita yang banyak kerenah.
Semakin jauh kita melangkah, semakin dewasa umur kita, perlahan-lahan keadaan berubah. Pergantungan kita juga sudah beralih arah. Kita tidak lagi bergantung segala-galanya kepada ibu ayah. Kita sudah pandai berdikari. Kita sudah mula berdiri sendiri. Kita sudah ada kawan-kawan untuk emotional support. Kita sudah ada biasiswa atau gaji untuk financial support. Ada masalah apa-apa kita cuba handle sendiri. Lantas ada di antara kita mula merasa ’serba cukup’.
Ibu bapa pula kelihatan seolah-olah semakin hilang kewibawaannya. Mereka banyak tidak tahu perkara terbaru yang kita sudah tahu. Mereka mula banyak masalah dengan kesihatan. Mereka kadangkala bimbang dan tidak tenang. Sebahagian kita, duit pun lebih banyak dari mereka. Sungguhpun begitu, hakikatnya, kita orang muda ini hanya selalu berlagak pandai.
Kita masih tetap memerlukan mereka, nasihat dan bimbingan, kerana mereka memiliki hikmah, pengalaman, ilmu, mereka lebih dulu ‘makan garam’.
Namun, tidak dinafikan, perlahan-lahan roda dunia kita mula berpusing. Kita menjadi tempat mereka meluahkan rasa dan kebimbangan. Tempat mereka bersembang waktu kesepian. Tempat mereka berharap. Tempat mereka menuntut belaian & kasih-sayang. Adakalanya mereka bertanyakan kepada kita tentang pendapat dan pandangan, tidak kurang juga dari segi kewangan.
Dengan rasa rendah diri dan setinggi-tinggi hormat, kita mula memberi. Dengan tekad akan terus memberi hingga ke akhir hayat. Memberi segala-galanya, kalau boleh, biarlah SEBELUM mereka meminta. Kerana mereka mungkin tak akan minta. Kita patut malu jika mereka sampai perlu meminta dari kita. Itu tandanya kita sebagai anak telah lalai. Walau kita mengorbankan nyawa pun untuk memberi, jasa mereka berdua masih belum berbalas.
Tapi, macam mana pula dengan diri kita? Kadang-kadang kita rasa lost. Rasa seolah sudah tidak ada lagi tempat bergantung sepenuhnya macam dulu yang kita ada masa kecil. Dah tak ada SuperHero Penyelamat Dunia kita lagi. Banyaknya masalah tidak selesai. Banyak soalan tidak ada jawapan. Banyak benda yang mesti fikir sendiri, tanggung sendiri. Lagipun memang masalah sendiri, sendiri yang cari.
Kerana itulah…
Sewajarnya, pertambahan usia mesti setanding & sejajar dengan pertambahan iman. This should be our wish & our Doa on every birthday. Di usia ini, kita patut sudah mengerti, bahawa Tempat Bergantung sepenuhnya bagi diri kita, di sepanjang hayat kita, adalah Allah Subhanahu Wa Taala.
“Allah tempat pergantungan segala sesuatu.” (Surah al-ikhlas : ayat 2)
Kerana Allah sajalah yang terpaling sayang kita, Allah yang paling kuat, Allah yang paling terer, yang paling tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita, boleh menjawab semua soalan kita, boleh menyelesaikan semua masalah dunia kita, menolong kita dalam semua situasi dan sangat-sangat faham semua pergolakan jiwa dan perasaan kita.
Allah Yang Maha Kaya, Maha Bijaksana lagi Maha Perkasa itu… Dia juga Maha Penyayang, Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengabulkan Permintaan. So turn to NO other but Allah alone.
InshaAllah kita tidak akan rasa ‘lost’ lagi. Perasaan selamat, berani, hebat dan yakin yang pernah kita rasai semasa kanak-kanak itu akan kembali. Kita masih ada ‘Penyelamat Dunia’.
Come what may! Allah is with me. HE is my Availer, my Protector and the best of aid.
“Allah is sufficient for us! Most Excellent is HE in Whom we trust!” (Surah Ali Imran : ayat 173)
ini dari APG
I am extremely close to Puan Mama. In fact, I'm so close to her that I couldn't care less if people label me as 'Mommy's son' or 'Duduk bawah ketiak mak.' Seriously.
This is largely due to (I think) my constant 'spirited-away' from home. I went to a boarding school, Sekolah Bintang that is, since I was thirteen. Then straight after, I had to undergo that clumsy ridiculous (whooppss) so-called National Service. Yes people, I am a National Service's alumnus. How unbelievable is that..? You tell me.
Another two years in a prep college followed suit. Then I studied abroad for another three years. So altogether, I've been away from home for approximately ten years. Ten years for you might be nothing. But ten years for a mom, that's like forever.
So yeah, whenever I went back home for holidays, especially that once-a-year trip when I was in London, I'd make sure I spend some good quality time with her, to compensate for whatever she had missed. Or rather, what I have missed. I went to pasar with her, went shopping and had lunch together, that sort of things.
Even now, when I'm so busy with D&T (yeah right..), I make it a point to have breakfast with her every Friday. Whenever I'm available on Saturdays, I'll make sure to go out with her and Inche Papa for a nice, pleasant breakfast. I call this Politik Mak Bapak; one of many ways to cushion any potential disgruntles or unwanted attentions.
Oh, if you see this handsome guy kissing an old lady in public vicinity, that's probably me kissing Puan Mama. Wahahaha. Like honestly, I still kiss her and I kiss her a lot. And yes, even in public. Like, do I care..? I just love her too much. She's my mother - my only mother after all.
But that's exactly where the problem lies; me being too close to Puan Mama. Because you tend to hurt those you are close to the most.
Like last Saturday, just before I left for yet another session of Joyous Conference, I had this fight with Puan Mama. Ok probably wasn't a fight; more of a one sided attack. I attacked and Puan Mama was defenseless, vulnerable. Sigh. The incident went like this.
We went to have breakfast at this new place, along with Inche Papa and Cik Adik Perempuan. Puan Mama was telling me that this place is really good and how she so loves the nasi lemak and the roti canai is just awesome and bla bla bla.. You know, mom. So of course, I was looking forward to indulge myself at this new place.
The warung or restaurant if you like, is a small set-up beside MRR2 near the Zoo. It's your simple straight-forward Malay breakfast warung. Yet, I could immediately sense an unmistakable atmosphere of coziness, with strong pleasant smell of herbs and chilies. It's a self-service type of warung, where you pick whatever you want and pay at the counter.
This is when things turned sour. Puan Mama ordered nasi lemak with sambal sotong. Red alert. Just the night before, we already had sotong sambal petai for dinner. And seemingly unsatisfied with that, she also ordered a piece of roti canai all for herself (although she claimed she would share it with Inche Papa).
I started to protest. Oh yes, let me just clarify. Puan Mama had had high level of cholesterol when she last checked her blood. That was a few months ago. It was like 7.0 mmol/l or something. I know that was already at dangerous level, the fact that she had to take some medications to lower it down.
Since then, she had been controlling her food intake. She also took olive oil daily, because somebody had told her it's good to improve the cholesterol level. But then lately, she started to compromise her routine. She no longer takes olive oil. She doesn't exercise. And she eats a lot. Like seriously a lot.
So when she decided to feast herself with nasi lemak sambal sotong and roti canai that morning, you can imagine how sick worried I was. And you know seafood is one of the main sources for bad cholesterol. The thing with me, the way I expressed my anxiety, may be a little bit too harsh, even to Puan Mama.
I started to say things that I should not have said. Because I was really mad. Really mad at Puan Mama's ignorance and oblivion of her own health. When Cik Adik Perempuan laughed at my cold attitude towards Puan Mama, I scoffed at her.
"Ha gelak la gelak. Nanti [Puan Mama] dah mati, baru tahu. Gelak la time tu!"
I just care for her. And I know she knew I was mad because I care for her.
Puan Mama just laughed, listening patiently to my tantrums. Sometimes she interrupted, pretending as if the whole thing was a staged sitcom or something. But I know, deep in her heart, she was hurt. When later I dropped her at this hair salon, she pat my back and said,
"Jangan marah-marah.."
with that unmistakable smiles. She went to the driver's window and kissed me, knowing that I was leaving for Joyous Conference. And I managed to utter,
"[Puan Mama] jangan kecik hati.."
That was not enough, I knew it. Through out the Joyous Conference, I felt queasy. I wanted to sms Puan Mama and apologise, but somehow I don't know what had stopped me from doing so. My ego was inevitably the prime suspect. I half expected Cik Adik Perempuan to sms me or something, telling me that Puan Mama kecik hati and all, but that sms never came.
Came Sunday, after performing Maghrib with Puan Mama (we always pray together, whenever I've got the chance), I instantaneously blurted out,
"[Puan Mama] kecik ati ke pasal semalam..?"
And Puan Mama's replies really crushed my heart. She kept quiet for like 2 seconds (it felt like forever to me), smiled and said..
"Ye la. [Inche gabbana] buat macam tu kat [Puan Mama]. Depan orang ramai pulak tu."
"Tapi you know it shows how much I care!"
"Ye. Tapi mesti [Inche gabbana] has never done such thing with your religious group tu kan. Betul tak..? Pernah tak [Inche gabbana] terfikir..?"
Imaginary tears rolling down.
"Yeah I know. Terfikir jugak..."
I hugged Puan Mama, kissed both her cheek and hand and said...
"[Puan Mama] doakanlah [Inche gabbana] jadi anak yang soleh. I'm trying and it's not easy!"
She smiled and I knew straight-away she had forgiven me. That's my Puan Mama.
The warung or restaurant if you like, is a small set-up beside MRR2 near the Zoo. It's your simple straight-forward Malay breakfast warung. Yet, I could immediately sense an unmistakable atmosphere of coziness, with strong pleasant smell of herbs and chilies. It's a self-service type of warung, where you pick whatever you want and pay at the counter.
This is when things turned sour. Puan Mama ordered nasi lemak with sambal sotong. Red alert. Just the night before, we already had sotong sambal petai for dinner. And seemingly unsatisfied with that, she also ordered a piece of roti canai all for herself (although she claimed she would share it with Inche Papa).
I started to protest. Oh yes, let me just clarify. Puan Mama had had high level of cholesterol when she last checked her blood. That was a few months ago. It was like 7.0 mmol/l or something. I know that was already at dangerous level, the fact that she had to take some medications to lower it down.
Since then, she had been controlling her food intake. She also took olive oil daily, because somebody had told her it's good to improve the cholesterol level. But then lately, she started to compromise her routine. She no longer takes olive oil. She doesn't exercise. And she eats a lot. Like seriously a lot.
So when she decided to feast herself with nasi lemak sambal sotong and roti canai that morning, you can imagine how sick worried I was. And you know seafood is one of the main sources for bad cholesterol. The thing with me, the way I expressed my anxiety, may be a little bit too harsh, even to Puan Mama.
I started to say things that I should not have said. Because I was really mad. Really mad at Puan Mama's ignorance and oblivion of her own health. When Cik Adik Perempuan laughed at my cold attitude towards Puan Mama, I scoffed at her.
"Ha gelak la gelak. Nanti [Puan Mama] dah mati, baru tahu. Gelak la time tu!"
I just care for her. And I know she knew I was mad because I care for her.
Puan Mama just laughed, listening patiently to my tantrums. Sometimes she interrupted, pretending as if the whole thing was a staged sitcom or something. But I know, deep in her heart, she was hurt. When later I dropped her at this hair salon, she pat my back and said,
"Jangan marah-marah.."
with that unmistakable smiles. She went to the driver's window and kissed me, knowing that I was leaving for Joyous Conference. And I managed to utter,
"[Puan Mama] jangan kecik hati.."
That was not enough, I knew it. Through out the Joyous Conference, I felt queasy. I wanted to sms Puan Mama and apologise, but somehow I don't know what had stopped me from doing so. My ego was inevitably the prime suspect. I half expected Cik Adik Perempuan to sms me or something, telling me that Puan Mama kecik hati and all, but that sms never came.
Came Sunday, after performing Maghrib with Puan Mama (we always pray together, whenever I've got the chance), I instantaneously blurted out,
"[Puan Mama] kecik ati ke pasal semalam..?"
And Puan Mama's replies really crushed my heart. She kept quiet for like 2 seconds (it felt like forever to me), smiled and said..
"Ye la. [Inche gabbana] buat macam tu kat [Puan Mama]. Depan orang ramai pulak tu."
"Tapi you know it shows how much I care!"
"Ye. Tapi mesti [Inche gabbana] has never done such thing with your religious group tu kan. Betul tak..? Pernah tak [Inche gabbana] terfikir..?"
Imaginary tears rolling down.
"Yeah I know. Terfikir jugak..."
I hugged Puan Mama, kissed both her cheek and hand and said...
"[Puan Mama] doakanlah [Inche gabbana] jadi anak yang soleh. I'm trying and it's not easy!"
She smiled and I knew straight-away she had forgiven me. That's my Puan Mama.
Allah says in the Quran:
"And your Lord has decreed that you not worship except Him, and to parents, good treatment. Whether one or both of them reach old age [while] with you, say not to them [so much as], "uff," and do not repel them but speak to them a noble word."
[al-Isra', 17:23]
Being the so-called dai'e, sometimes we tend to forget that our family is our mad'u as well. We give our best to people out there and when we go back home, *pooofff* all those DF skills, qudwah, akhlak Islamiyyah yada yada yada disappear into the thin air. Just like that.
We don't treat our family, our parents for that matter, the same as how we treat other people. We really can be patient and able to control our anger with our hadek-hadek, but why is it so easy to lose our temper with our parents..? We serve our mad'u, or our comrades in dakwah as if they are some sort of VVIPs, but give this cold-treatment to our parents. As if we have these two characteristics. We are Batman out there, but a Joker inside our very own home. Why the discrimination? Why the hypocrisy? Astaghfirullahal adzim..
Tears, tears and tears.
One thing that never fails to give me a smack right on my face is whenever people tell me that I'm a different person when I'm doing dakwah and when I'm at home. That should not be the case. We should be a dai'e every single second in our life. Is it not the case that we are in constant loss, unless for those who believe, do good works and spread the truth to others every single second?
Our parents or family don't deserve second class treatment. After all, we are who we are today because of them. And there must be a reason why we were born in our family, not in Pak Cik Karim Fahim Termizi's or Mak Cik Salmah Selamat's. It's time for us to appreciate this fact. And it's time for us to be a true dai'e in its true meaning - anytime, anywhere.
I have been trying to be a dai'e every single second and wherever I go. I'm still trying and it has not been easy. That I can assure you. But I will not stop trying because giving-up is just exactly what Syaitan is expecting from us. Giving-up is probably the worst enemy for a dai'e.
Life is a struggle. But what is life without struggle? Keep trying and never give up. Once you fall, get up and be proud that you have fallen before. At least you know you've been down there and capable of getting up again. Smiles.
You bet it has never been easy!
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Sesungguhnya peringatan itu berguna buat orang yang lalai..
Walaupun penulis-penulis ini tidak pernah tahu menahu tentang hidup para pembaca tulisan mereka. Tapi Allah tahu, siapa yang memerlukan peringatan yang telah mereka tulis.
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